Allah said : "If you never felt pain or experienced problems, how would you know I'm a Healer? If you never made a mistake, how would you know I'm Forgiving? If you were never hurt, how would you know I can comfort you? If your life was perfect, then why would you need Me?....


Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Emotional.

Assalamualaikum...

skg suke sgt nk ber-emo aku ni.
erk, bukn ke aku ni memg senstif??

em. aku bukn nk buat lwk or joke ape2 kt sini.
cume rse tak puas hati. 
nk cite gk, ape kene dgn diri sndiri lately??

aiyoo, sgt lah tak suke dgn diri sndiri skg. 

I just wnt to live
HAPPILY 
can i?
why i took all matter surrounds me seriously?
even just a tiny matter. bak kate org, perkara yg remeh temeh pn nk emo.
BOOO~ xtahu malu. crap -.-
am i silly for just being too emotional?

haha, rse nk menangis, tp alhamdulillah. npe ttbe memg xmenangis.
yeah, i've become a very strong enough girl now.
nk prove?? buktinye ialah aku dh tak menangis lgi!! :)

dh rse diri ni berlainan sedikit.
a little change in myself.
hehe, cume feeling senstif je tak dpt nk dibuangkn lagi.
tp, care aku mengatasi mslh perasaan aku , alhamdulillah, SO FAR SO GOOD :D
eh nk snyum byk2 kali la. haha...

RANDOM THINGS,

#tadi nak mkn waffle coklat, then sume berebut. for your information, i really love chocolate. and bile akk dpt waffle tu, ''alaaa...xsukenye. bru igt nk mkn waffle tu sesorg'', hatiku berbisik. dan trus aku xde mood! serius ni. aku xmain2. pergai betul2 cm budak kecik kn? tak munasabah lgsg tindkn aku tu dgn umur aku yg dh nk 18 thun ni. -.-

#tadi juga, angah aku nk ajak akak jordan tido dgn dye. aku ttbe rse cm nk jerit ckp dgn akk jordan aku tu like this....''akk, jgn tido dgn angah tu,please i beg you''...well, aku ank bgsu. memg manja la. mgkin aku dh terbiasa duk dgn akk jordan kt umah skg ni. dulu, tyme f4-f5..aku duk uma sesorg. jd cm ank tunggal la lebih kurg. tyme tu lagi menyedihkn. tp alhamdulillah nasib baik aku ditemani dgn kerja2 sek yg bertimbun2 tu. so, xdelah boring sgt duk uma sbb sibuk wt keje sekolah

# korg igt korg je yg boleh wt cmtu? tnpa msg aku? heh, okay. i can do the same thing for you. aku dh xtahan ikut style korg. when you can't follow my style, i'll follow ur style, got it? so, lepasni, i'll never cntct you till you cntct me first. honestly, i was hurted because of 
Y O U. ill just keep it in my heart. blog ini menjdi saksi aku terluke krana kamu ,kamu dan kamu.....biarlah korg tak tnye khbar aku selame mane pun , smpai seminggu,sebulan,bbrapa bulan,setahun atau bbrpa tahun?? aku akn tetap tidak cntct korg. aku akan tahan . gulpp! kental benr la tu nk wt cmtu? em, perhaps i will. bahaha

#esok nk test driving. tp mlmni still boleh plak nk membebel dlm blog? huuu, emo punye pasal. sggup tak tidur mlm ni dan bukak pc .kemudian taip link www.blogspot.com
haha. bersemgt bukn? well, i have no diary. i have only this blog to express my feelings. huuu .sobs.

#tadi bukak fb. dah la perasaan tga xbtul ni, ttbe ade pulak org yg nk cri pasal. tp alhamdulillah, org tu selamat la . sbb aku xmelenting kt fb tu jugak. kirenye, i control my anger just now. kalo ku xcntrol td, dh lme aku ''perang besar'' dgn dye skg ni jugak or mayb dh putus kwn kowt. hihi. syukur2

DearPeople,

I M J U S T H U M A N. H A V E F E E L I N G . 
S O P L E A S E T R E A T M E W E L L. 

hmmm. whatever, sy dh xbtul sgt2 ni...
nak jerit !!
ALLAH(3x)

IM...

^^,away.

1 comment:

acai.ho said...

uishh, if u don't overcome this prob early, it may becomes a burden to you in the future. My advice, :), banyak2 kan bersabar, dan relaks, don't take things too seriously